![]() ![]() Oh and I also consider salt and vinegar crips a good substitute for actual food. 3) I'm kind of an asshole too but I’m also very kind-hearted and I like making people happy and if I love you I will love you with all my heart and all my soul but don't be confused, I’m also such a fucking asshole. 2) I, too, expect people to like me for who I am without actually giving them anything to like while also having about a 2% tolerance for all of humanity. ✨ listen, Baz is basically me: 1) emotionally, I too identify as the sunglasses emoji: the only reason I wear my shades is to hide the tears. ✨ even though he drinks butter like it's a fucking smoothie. ✨ anyway I love Simon and I hope the people around him match his capacity to love and also get him lots of cherry scones, god knows he earned that They were never a reflection of Simon or of his worth as a person!! That he was loved and that his father's awful misdeeds are a reflection of himself and what he values out of relationships. That his parents were two of the most powerful mages the world of magic has ever known. ✨ most of all, I hope he knows that he wasn't a fraud magician. ✨ here's a little bandaid for his little heart I hope he's doing his best even though we're all doomed ✨ but I also relate to Simon because I, too, am irresponsible and aggressively bisexual and I will always assume that you hate me unless you explicitly tell me you love me and then periodically remind me ✨ listen, I have an extreme weakness for characters who are such trashboy dorks their guardian angel probably facepalms himself a lot ✨ actually, if I loved him any more, I’d be Baz Pitch ✨ I can't walk up the stairs without wheezing but I would very literally fistfight the fucking moon for Simon Snow ✨ yeah let’s just move on before I sound any weirder tbh I don't know where I would have been as a person and in society without the option of listening to music and staring at a window while my mind slips away into an alternate reality and I could make up different scenarios involving my favorite ships ✨ anyway, I am so grateful for fictional characters and otps for filling the void in me where love should exist as an actual thing and not just an abstract concept. ✨ me looking back at my decision to not read this sooner: well that um…. ![]() ✨ however, the version of myself who kept putting off reading it for so long is not the version I want physically representing me.because this was such a good book why did I make the concious decision to deprive myself of it? ✨ I'm basically 95% harry potter and 5% bad decisions and reading this book is such a great representative of that I’d wake up every morning and think, ‘This will end in flames.” “You were the sun, and I was crashing into you. If you ever see someone reading it and appearing calm and emotionless on the outside, trust me.in reality they're actually on the brink of fucking death. ![]() Mostly, know that this is the kind of book that will make you so giddy you will have to stop reading for a minute and grin or press your face into a pillow and squeal. Just know that it's basically Harry Potter but gayer. This review is going to be a spoilery mess so if you haven't read the book, DO NOT SCROLL DOWN. ![]() I need to do more to deserve the love I'm feeling right now because I think I'm seriously about to get done for tax evasion. This book was soft love that feels a lot like when you're standing in the sunlight and you don’t really want to leave and it somehow gives you the sensation of lazily melting into what’s around you as you take it all in. Honestly my heart is such a soft and sensitive mess right now. Hello 911 yes I just finished Carry On and I’d like to surgically remove my feelings ![]()
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